After the Awakening.

Notes from a life lived in alignment — or at least trying to be.

Tag: spiritual guidance

  • The Wound That Was Always the Work

    There’s a moment every practitioner has where the thing you’ve been circling finally stops being a theory and becomes undeniable. Mine happened on Threads, reading one sentence about Chiron. Laurel @astro_aries wrote: “your Chiron tells you the literal problem that your dreamboat client is hiring you to solve.” I sat with that longer than I…

  • The Dark Night of the Soul — What It Is and What Comes After

    There’s a moment in the spiritual awakening journey that nobody really prepares you for. It’s the moment when the expansion stops feeling expansive. When the clarity you glimpsed starts to feel very far away. When the life you were building — or trying to build — feels like it’s falling apart at the seams, and…

  • What Nobody Tells You About Life After a Spiritual Awakening

    Nobody warned me that waking up would feel like loss. I expected awakening to feel like gaining something. Clarity. Purpose. A sense of finally understanding why I was here. And eventually, it did become all of those things. But first? It felt like grief. Grief for the life I thought I was building. Grief for…

  • Why You Feel More Confused After Your Awakening (Not Less)

    You expected clarity. Maybe not right away — you understood that awakening would shake things up. But somewhere in the back of your mind, you believed that once you woke up spiritually, things would start to make more sense. You’d feel more aligned. More purposeful. Like the pieces of your life would finally start falling…

  • Living IS the Healing

    (Why I Stopped Waiting to Be Done) For a long time, I thought healing was something I had to finish before I could actually start living. Like there was this invisible finish line somewhere out there. And once I crossed it — once I’d done enough therapy, enough shadow work, enough inner child stuff, enough…

  • Halfway Through the Eclipse Doorway: A Call to Slow Down & Listen

    We’ve reached the midpoint of the eclipse doorway — that mysterious, liminal space between the old and the new. If you’ve been feeling it in your body, your heart, your mind… you’re not imagining things. The halfway point can feel like the air is charged, like something big is gestating just beneath the surface. What…