After the Awakening.

Notes from a life lived in alignment — or at least trying to be.

Tag: self awareness

  • The Wound That Was Always the Work

    There’s a moment every practitioner has where the thing you’ve been circling finally stops being a theory and becomes undeniable. Mine happened on Threads, reading one sentence about Chiron. Laurel @astro_aries wrote: “your Chiron tells you the literal problem that your dreamboat client is hiring you to solve.” I sat with that longer than I…

  • Stop Marketing Your Chapter 20 As Someone’s Chapter 1

    There’s a pattern running through a lot of the new age spiritual, coaching and course marketing right now, and it goes something like this: the reason you’re stuck isn’t strategy, timing, or capacity — it’s that you haven’t taken a big enough leap. Invest the last of your savings. Put it on the card. That’s…

  • The body releases last. And sometimes that is messy.

    You did the healing. You left. You became self-aware. So why does your body still feel like it’s catching up? I’ve been in deep healing work for a long time. Not a few months — years. Soul-level clearing, emotional body work, shifting patterns that went back lifetimes. And a lot of it worked. I felt…

  • I’ve Been Hiding. And It’s Costing Me Everything.

    Today is my birthday. I’m 49. And I want to tell you something I’ve been sitting with for a long time — something that feels equal parts vulnerable and necessary to say out loud. I’ve been hiding. Not from the world entirely. I’ve still been here, still working with clients, still doing the work behind…

  • Living IS the Healing

    (Why I Stopped Waiting to Be Done) For a long time, I thought healing was something I had to finish before I could actually start living. Like there was this invisible finish line somewhere out there. And once I crossed it — once I’d done enough therapy, enough shadow work, enough inner child stuff, enough…

  • You’re Not Back at Square One. You’re Just Meeting a New Layer.

    Have you ever had that moment where everything feels like it’s finally coming together…You’ve done the work.You’ve healed the wounds.You’ve taken the steps forward.Things feel lighter, brighter — almost like you’re in the clear. And then something happens.A trigger. A situation. A loss. A spiral.And suddenly, you’re back in it — that emotional space you…